LIARS!!

LIARS... I hate them! All of them... and the thing that sucks about being a Christain is that I HAVE TO FORGIVE THEM... GOD GIVE ME STRENGTH! You know, it is crazy when you sit back and think about how many people LIE to you everyday... family, co workers, friends, guys, even the taxi cab driver! I mean I cannot take it anymore seriously! People will tell you and say anything to you to get what they want no matter what! Some people are so selfish! Some people believe their own lies and sometimes I even know a person is lying to me and I will still believe them because it's just easier and I hate confrontation. I always try to find the best in people. Lying is soooo hard because you have to keep lying to cover the first one up and so on... it's such hard work and some people are really good at it and some are really bad and still do it! I don't get it? I let people lie to me over and over and over! You know they say fool me once, but fool me twice I'm the fool... I AM! I forgive everybody for everything and I'm not going to do it anymore...end of story! As far as guys go... I am soooooo sick of them, alllll of them. I just want to grow old by myself and live on a beach in the middle of nowhere (not Miami) ALONE, eat Chiquita bananas and go swimming everyday with my Rhodesian Ridgeback. Maybe I'll adopt a child or 2 and teach them how to be HONEST! However I am not the most perfect, honest person in the world either! I do lie... but if I lie it's because I don't want to hurt your feelings. I know this is not right and I shouldn't but I've tired to change and I can't do it so chances are if you ask me if I like your new hair I will say YES and I'm really good at exaggerating but ALL of my friends already know this about me.. LOL so if I tell you there was 500 people at the party you should already know there was only like 50 people really there LOL. HOWEVER I will never tell my child that I'm going to take them to England their whole life and keep coming up with excuses why I can't every year. I would never tell someone I love them and not mean it with all of my heart. I would never pretend to like someone just to get something I want. I would never tell someone I was going to meet them to hangout on 5 different occasions and NEVER show up but tell them it's because I like me so much that I was scared?!?! I would never cheat on or disrespect a boyfriend or anybody for that matter. I would never tell a co worker if they need help or have a question to call me and then I never answer the phone or email back. I feel like when you take the risk of lying to someone you love you take the chance of them finding out and never trusting you again! There is a handful of people in my life that I can say have NEVER lied to me that I love and I am soooo thankful for! Most people are just out for themselves and I'm sick of dealing with it so if you think "you're my friend" and you don't hear from me anymore.. chances are you're a liar and you should probably change before you lose all of your friends!